No plans made.
No learning one another’s likes, dislikes, wants, yearnings, names.
She whispered a hello.
She thought it stupid and forward.
He thought it stupid he didn’t say hello in return
She bought cake mix and sprinkles.
He liked sprinkles.
He wouldn’t ask her to coffee “I never do this, I’m sorry, I’m so embarrassed”
She didn’t invite to share her recipe “I don’t even eat cake. I take it to work.”
He would never learn her husband died the winter past.
“Playing hockey like he was seventeen once a week..”
“.. Drinking beer and eating garbage like he was forty five six days a week”
She would never learn his wife left him for her boss.
“He was married. His wife and I had revenge sex, twice..”
“… they found out. It ended very, very badly.”
He would not know she cried every night until she was asleep
In a pool of tears
She would never learn he spent every day scouring job sites
Hoping to find something dangerous far, far away.
She saw him sitting in his car after he went through the checkout.
He saw her in the produce section.
She hoped he would come back in, she would ask him to coffee.
He debated going back in, he would ask her for her recipe.
They left alone.
And wasted opportunities frosted the loneliness that baked in their hearts